缺 Void
缺
一直以為
我的心是完整的
畢竟， 未曾有人想把它偷走
想，把它掏出送人也被謝絕
但我錯了
心中那缺口，一直都在
因，人活著就要不斷尋找著
那位可以把缺口補上的，人
但沒人知道
是「他」還是「她」？
要怎麼做，才能在對的時間遇到對的人？
且，找到了就能相互填滿彼此心中那缺口？
多年來
我心中，那缺口仍在
亦也多了不少新傷新痕
雖築起的層層圍牆，從未拆除過
心因缺口，隱隱作痛
寂寞也，無預警來襲擾亂情+思緒
這些年來
我也，已習慣與孤獨、痛楚共處
儘管如此，內心深處 亦不免奢望
有朝一日，可以有幸
遇到一位能夠填滿我心， 那缺口的「她」
Void
always thought
my heart is whole
after all no one tried to steal it
as none seems interested
even if I wanna give it away
but I was wrong
that void within had always been there
as one of Life’s missions is to search doggedly
for that person who
(w)could fill that emptiness
yet no one told us:
will it be a ‘he’ or a ‘she’?
how to find the right person at the right time?
and when we do meet will we be able to
fill that void within?
all these years
that void in me never dissipated
adding fresh wounds and new scars
even as the walls around it
never crumbled
my heart the void, a dull throbbing at times
Loneliness visits too, unannounced, disturbing, disrupting
after all these years
I too have learned to live in peace with solitude
and pain
even so, deep down I still dreamed that
one day if I’m so blessed
to meet the woman who could and would
fill that void in me
(編輯: LeeWang Ching) (Photo credit: AG)